I contemplated very seriously committing suicide...matt and Becky pulled me through it. I'm too much of a coward...I'm afraid i wouldn't die and then I'd have to deal with the repercussions of my actions--forever scarred wrist ligaments, nerve damage, scars, social shunning, etc...
I cried in bible study and with Bethany. She has a huge mouth, but a great heart. I shouldn't have told get about things, but desperation to be told I would be okay drove me to reach out.
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