Friday, October 7, 2011

Stephen

I would really have given him anything...and honestly I know we would have eventually been as happy a we used to be if we would have stayed on this track...he just walked away for no reason today...I think the scare and the negative made him run honestly. There still is no definitive answer...he has decided he doesn't want me....why I really don't know...things were so much better...I don't know what to do...I feel like trying to plead my case that things and old feelings were coming up and that I could see us just as happy as before, but he didn't give it time

The last 3 weeks he's kept me at arms length and we can't make things better when you won't let me in...ugh...I wish I could have gotten that through to him

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